// I have so many baby ideas it’s ridiculous.//

I want to use cloth diapers.
I will absolutely breastfeed until they’re at least 7 months I hope.
I want to have nice cute slings to carry my baby in.
I want to keep everything as gender neutral as possible, which will be impossible with my mother and possibly Heidi.
I want to be able to spoil my child without worring about my bills.
I want to be set in life, even if I’m only 21 when it happens.

// I swear I must be pregnant. //

All this talk about babies with Heidi is putting my body into chaos.
- my hands are swollen.
- im eating everything in site.
- peeing every 30 minutes.

Jesus christ, i need to calm down on the baby fever.